Awake, I opened my eyes to seeA hospital, so white and cleanI was walking up to the roof, I thinkThen can't recall at all a single thingHeld a hand for me, you were thereI know, but couldn't reachThe me that would fall down all the timeBut stand and reach my hand to see"Have you tried crossing over yet?"Ah wanna die, wanna dieBut don't really wanna dieYou were there, you would careMaking me awareEvery scar, all the bloodMore and more, they're never doneNot enough, not enoughAh wanna die, wanna dieBut don't really wanna dieIf I died, you would cryAnd I don't know whyEvery scar, all the bloodMore and more, they're never doneNot enough, not enoughWhen I forget youI'm all alone without a place to goBut then played a mirror like a showThe past I used to knowA dream, 'til I see every part of meEyes of red following andI wanna live, wanna liveDeep inside I've always beenReaching out for a hand, so don't let this be the endMushrooms growing on my headStill remember even thenWhere you are when I'm deadAh wanna die, wanna dieBut don't really wanna dieYou were there, you would careYou know it really isn't fairEvery time I forgotYou remain inside my thoughtsNot enough, not enoughAh wanna die, wanna dieWanna die, but I still couldn't dieWith you by my sideBehind the days I spent alone, afraidNow you're here to stayLalala lalala lalala lalalaAnd the scars never fadeMemories that replayRewind yet again to the pain we felt on that day