Iv don’t it again but I think I passed the line my parents are rlly mad at me this time and therepunishing me for 7-8 months for talking to a guy online which is my friend iv done this multiple timesbut my brother snitched me out this time and I did nothing to him… but the whole story is myparents were at a church thing for 2 hours and I decided “oh it’s a good idea to talk to my friend” soI do uwu’s as a joke Same with moaning my brother heard and he told once they got back from itand they said “oh your a disgrace your disgusting and your dishonest get out of my face I don’twant to see you” now that just got deep in my heart it hurts still honestly and I feel so bad I feel like Idon’t deserve anything anymore I feel like I’m worthless all just bec of this but iv broken there trustagain and yet IM PLAYING THE FUCKING VICTIM AGAIN. Maybe my mind does it to feel less guiltyI hate it I cried myself to sleep and the worst part is my depression will probably get worse andeventually I will distance myself but I won’t I’ll probably have to switch schools or something if notI’ll probably get slapped like last time why should I care though I used to it by now but i feel likekilling by brother not literally though just punching him or something I hate him honestly but I can’thate him I have to forgive him because I’m Christen yep I am and that’s hard now I go on a 5 daybreak from school and I hate it because there’s probably going to be more drama than ever I think Iwon’t talk to him and just sleep if I have to idk but I hate this situation but than again it is my faultand I playing the victim again I just need advice if u made it this far plz help me somehow :(mmmmso He MESSEDPM gg yourBrotherFur Bro he sucks inkaAny gFÉÉy w hehehehehehebehehehe hehehehehe TFIn t lent timemypoet to set thepot Ner Glockand shoot thebrother Youknow what theysay it's Nerf orNothin🤗