A jesters gamble

For a jester to be in love with a king, would be like a man to be in
love with a god.
What is he to do? A jester, not worthy of the kings love,
but, would it be a absurd thought to think, that maybe even if he
is not worthy of
the king's love, he may already have it? Even then it would be
quite a gamble to tell
the king such a thing. So one, especially the jester, could not
confess sutch a foolish
thought. So, a jester must watch the king from af ar. And the king
would have to
watch a jester from a far.