RantYour girl is stressed, depressed, and anything else with ‘essed’.My friends have turned against me, and the Lord has shown that I need new friends. I leave the group at the start of newyears now they won’t stop begging me to come back to themI gave excuses before but they came to MY LUNCH BUILDING to ‘talk’.I kept giving them the truth (which was partial) and they wouldn’t stop.So, I gave up.I told them that I am avoiding them and it’s the Lord and they started pestering on why. I told them I wasn’t ready to talkabout it but nooooooo.It’s never enough.I told them to give me time and that I would not be texting them what it was about and I left because the bell had rangand I never got to eat my food.I’m hangry now.I was trying to no answer bc of a sweet sixteen they’d all be at along with me, and now I can’t ignore it.I need time.I have always respected, loved, shown grace, and never hurt them.They have betrayed me many times before, never talk to me unless I’m gone, ignore me, accuse me, and cuss me out.I can’t do it anymore and it’s too toxic.My back is still scabbed from their knives.And the scars underneath will never healThis has been happening since May of 2024, and I am done being used.