Drama or venting update 😭😭😭
Heyyy guys I can nally post my drama update bc Tristen41 isn’t active anymore. So wdym u may
be thinking well let’s start from the beginning so as u guys know Tristen and I are friends irl ( well we
were) the truth is we both had a crush on each other we started talking around the same time he
became active on notability. Me and him were talking not talking but TALKING it was all cute till he
started being distant this week he barley talked to me on Monday I wanted to ask him why but I
never got the chance. On Tuesday he talk to me even less and made shut his a annoying
comment( as u guys know I hurt my wrist well this kid in my class grabbed my brace and threw it in
the sink so it was all wet) so I went up to Tristen to see if he would talk to me I told him what
happened and that my wrist hurts really bad he goes so then make ur wrist stop hurting and walked
away like wowo so much for always be there for u. On Wednesday I llst it I was in before care and
Tristen sat at my table ( like ok ignore me for 2 days that try and talk to me again) I had my head on
the table so he thought I was sleeping he was talking to my siblings and stu and i nally lifted up
my head when I heard my friend come in so I’m in a bad mood all ready and my friend was going
through my pencil box ( I didn’t mind) then she gives it to Tristen I was like no don’t give it to him
there are notes form people in there ( the notes were special to me bc there from all my girl friends)
then Tristen goes what are they all ur love notes from Joseph ( the boy who wet my brace) I lost it
and threw my pencil box as hard as I could at him he just started laughing at me ( like bro I’m talking
to u not Joseph) I was so upset and I just looked at my friend and started crying I’m so sick of my
life I’m so sick of everything I’m hurting inside and no one sees it and I can’t take it anymore I can’t
take the crying at night. The feeling that I’m not loved that no one cares abt me that I and just being
walked over I can’t stand it I tell my self I’m ne I tell my friends I’m ne but if u take a good look at
me I’m not I’m not ok I’m not doing well I’m depressed and I hate my life. Yesterday I went to school
like nothing happened like I was on cloud nine but today I couldn’t when I saw Tristen talking to this
girl I just went to the bathroom and started crying I fell for him I fell hard to go threw what I go threw
all the time. And it’s not even like he asked if I’m ok nope he didn’t even look at me. Red asked if I
was ok and kept trying to get me to tell him like I’m sorry I can’t take this. I just break down in pot
tears bc of everything inside of me I can’t hold it in anymore. And I’m in such a bad state of mind
now that I’m not good enough for anyone or anything.I feel like a big bolder could fall on me and no
one would care to help me