I can’t handle these pressures all I can say is thisstress hurts things are supposed to get better. I justneed to put myself first. I’m always trying myhardest not to pick myself apart this energy iskilling my vibes now sometimes I just wannadrown out. All of the thoughts in my mind. Toomuch going on at the same time. I wish it wouldstop and I’ve tried but life sucks and we all die….That’s just reality yeah don’t lie to me yeah I’mf*cked up but don’t wanna be. I wonder if I’mgood enough or maybe I’ve just had enough todrink to smoke to swallow I’m drowning up mysorrow there’s rules I’ll never follow pretend there’sno tomorrow…. I wish there was no tomorrow