I don’t know who I'm typing this to but i need someone tolisten. My life is getting super hard and my friends areleaving me. I lost my friend last week and i can’t fulfill mypromise to see her everyday cause I'm scared to go to hergrave. It reminds that it could’ve been all my fault. I reallyhope I'm not alone because sadness is eating me alive and itsgetting to stressful to deal with on my own. Please tell me illsee her again please tell me she’s not really gone and its alla bad dream.