Ik this is like corny n sh but I lowkey just wanna vent and get atleast someone’s opinion on this.I don’t really know how to start this off but so I’ll be straight up.I hate being trans. Yes, I want to be a boy and identify as one.But I want to be a real one. And I’m not saying that trans menaren’t real men. I’m just saying I want to be like- a biologicalman. You know. And I’ve been feeling this way for a long timenow, it’s just I’ve been telling people that I’m a girl because I’mscared of transitioning. I guess it’s because I feel bad? I don’tknow. I feel bad because my parents want me to be thisfeminine girl, but I really don’t want to. I want to be a boy, but Idon’t want my parents to be mad at me or anything like that.I’ve been told so many times that I’m a “very pretty girl.” Iguess that also makes me feel bad for wanting to transition oreven be a boy. Cause I guess people will think I’m “wasting mybeauty” or something like that. I really don’t know what to doanymore I’m so confused. For now I’m going by he/him, andidentifying as a boy. But I lowkey dont want to identify astransgender. Just- like, a boy I guess. Is this like transphobicI’m sorry bro😔