I’m not an emotional personEver.I never cry, never feel strong emotions, even whenmy Nani passed, although I didn’t know her well.I know I sound like a really heartless person, andhonestly it’s fine if you think that. Sometimes I canbe heartlessBut now I just can’t hold my tears. My dog that I havehad for 10 years will be put down soon. It’s probablygoing to be next week or sometime after that.My dog is really old and she has had a really badback problem that has caused her to walk sidewaysand she is in a lot of pain.I don’t know how I’m going to deal with this, all Iknow is I need to spend as much time with my dog aspossible because I love her so much and I don’tknow what I’m going to do without herWorst of all is knowing that I won’t come home frommy first day of high school to an excited little dogrunning to the door to see me. I know how you feel and I hope that your dog will not feel pain. Itis very sad when we have to see our pets go. I had to hear my(banned content wait hold upe only sound was our sobs. He was gone. We took him to my old football field, whereAt the bottom of it was a forest with a trail. We buried him next to the trail and but a flower ontop of him grave. My dad buried him while me and my family stayed home. His meows werethe most terrifying thing that I’ve heard. So yes, I know how you feel.