I’m sitting in Ela rn, and supposed to be focused, but I can’t. All I’m doing is imagining scenarios inmy head of my ocs that I can’t draw to my playlist. Last night, my mom caught me on the phone. Imanaged to clear my history, so she shouldn’t find any of my accounts. But I won’t be on it for awhile. This has happened multiple times before on a bunch of different devices. Every time it does, Iget scared I’m gonna forget about my fandoms and interests until I can get back on my accounts. Ilike to keep everything down so I can remember it. And I’m getting obsessed to technology. Andthen I feel like I won’t be able to see my online friends, and my fandoms that I’m in, and get upset.It’s sad. Hopefully I can get back on my accounts soon. I’ll probably post a bit more frequently now.