Sum NF songs
Trauma
Say you're there when I feel helpless
If that's true, why don't you help me?
It's my fault, I know I'm selsh
Stand alone, my soul is jealous
It wants love, but I reject it
Trade my joy for my protection
Grab my hand, I'm drowning
I feel my heart pounding
Why haven't you found me yet?
I hold you so proudly
Traumas, they surround me
I wish you'd just love me back
Say you're here, but I don't feel it
Give me peace, but then you steal it
Watch them laugh at all my secrets
Scream and yell, but I feel speechless
Ask for help, you call it weakness
Lied and promised me my freedom
Grab my hand, I'm drowning
I feel my heart pounding
Why haven't you found me yet?
I hold you so proudly
Traumas, they surround me
I wish you'd just love me back
Grab my hand, I'm drowning
I feel my heart pounding
Why haven't you found me yet?
That’s a Joke
Happy
Dear God, please, hear me out
I know it's been a couple years
Since I've reached out and said hello
I bet You're wondering
Why I keep
Obsessing on and stressing all the little things
When I should be
Living life and soaking up the memories
I know I've been selsh, I have
No excuse to give you, it's true
Hanging by a thread's how I live
I don't know why, but I feel more comfortable
Living in my agony, watching my self-esteem
Go up in ames, acting like I don't
Care what anyone else thinks, when I know truthfully
That that's the furthest thing from how I
Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine who
Who I'd be if I was happy
Yeah, been this way so long
It feels like something's o when I'm not depressed
I got some issues that I won't address
I got some baggage I ain't opened yet
I got some demons I should put to rest
I got some traumas that I can't forget
I got some phone calls I been avoiding
Some family members I don't really connect with
Some things I said I wish I would of not let slip
Some hurtful words that never should of left my lips
Some bridges burned, I'm not ready to rebuild yet
Some insecurities I haven't dealt with, yes
I'll be the rst to admit that I'm a lonely soul
And the last to admit I need a hand to hold
Losing hope, headed down a dangerous road
Strange, I know, but I feel most at home when I'm
Living in my agony, watching my self-esteem
Go up in ames acting, like I don't
Care what anyone else thinks, when I know truthfully
That that's the furthest thing from how I
Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine who
Who I'd be if I was happy
Don't know what's around the bend
Don't know what my future is
But I can't keep on living in
Living in my agony, watching my self-esteem
Go up in ames acting, like I don't
Care what anyone else thinks, when I know truthfully
That that's the furthest thing from how I
Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine who
Who I'd be if I was happy
If I was happy
If I was happy
I'm not on your radar? Then your radar's broke
Don't blame me for the way y'alls jokes
Fall at, get your mouth slapped, ain't no hoax
I get an inkling, they picked me for the weak link
I'm gonna have to pose
A question for the ones that don't accept that I've been exceptional
'Cause the moment I get involved is the moment a song takes o
So how could you think I wouldn't last long in a game
That I was made to play? What do y'all take me for?
Rest assured
When I do come back to tour, it'll be Christmas morning
In a way 'cause I'ma wake up with a present so big, they'll jump for joy
Yeah, let it be known, I'm better when I'm outta control
I can not be the butt of a joke
I'm cutting in the front of you posers talkin' like you really a pro
When you ain't even part of the convo
Nothin' but an amateur, I'll slow down when I want it colossal
Only way to put it if I chose
I could be bigger, maybe consider it a bit if it was helpin' you all
To comprehend, you condescend (you're gone)
Incompetent, the consequences (are)
Hard to miss, it's common sense (I'm on)
One, so wrap your head around it (or)
I might have to get up o the porch
Show you how it's done, I got the form
Power trippin' on me, get destroyed
Pull the plug, I'm rollin' up your cord
Fool me once, shame on you
Fool me twice, shame on you
Fool me three times, hold up, rewind
That's not even possible
Me, I keep it honorable
Who's your favorite? Let me know
Tally up, count the votes
Wasn't me? That's a joke
Yeah, ayy, that's a joke
That's a, that's a joke
Funny, yeah, that's a joke
That's a, that's a joke
Funny, woo, that's a joke
That's a, that's a joke
Funny, ayy, that's a joke
That's a joke
Yeah, I took a minute now, I'm at the better end of all of it
The day I wanna quit'll be a bitter one to swallow
'Cause I meant it when I said I wasn't really into audibles
I guess you gotta call 'em when your odds are at the bottom
And it's stackin' up against you, it's a pity, but they gotta give a nod to me
I'm runnin' with the best, I been the kind to make a prot
O of everything that you told me was impossible
So why would you continue with the narrative
And not admit I'm someone incredible, look of a general
Hit 'em with the end of shovel, they wanna forget it
I put 'em on the ground and I get up and open the pit of my stomach
To remind 'em again I'm a whole dierent animal
Whatever the case, I'ma get it, I'm in it, no doubt, I would give it
Everything if I gotta, but not if the commas
Are pushin' me to run with the common, the jokin' aside
If you took away the dummies and bias, you'll notice that I'm insane (insane)
Improved a lot, but I still feel
It's hard to keep my lid from poppin' o, but I prevail
How you gonna skip over the details
And tell me to be focused? Hold that thought
Don't tell me you mean well if you don't mean well
I call the shots, but don't need my hand held
When it comes to makin' records
Who you know that does that better?
The way I connect letters
You'd think that the alphabet was made by me
When it comes to storytellin', I'm great at it
Tune in or get tuned out, my face got redder
'Cause I'm embarrassed for the ones unaware of my work
What, did I stutter?
Known to be cordial
But those that think that never seen me in a war zone
My delivery gets better every time I spit
I don't keep my sword low
Tell me why would I do that?
Doesn't make sense when you're in a game this cutthroat
If you wanna maintain control, then you gotta keep up
If you can't handle the workload
Somebody else will
How could you call me unskilled?
That's like lookin' at Mount Everest and then calling it a small hill
Not at all thrilled, I'm in awe still
Tryin' not to laugh, but it just spills
Out sometimes, I been writin' chill
Just chew on this 'til the record's built, okay
Fool me once, shame on you
Fool me twice, shame on you (on you)
Fool me three times, hold up, rewind
That's not even possible
Me, I keep it honorable (okay)
Who's your favorite? Let me know (let me know)
Tally up, count the votes
Wasn't me? That's a joke
Yeah, ayy, that's a joke (joke)
That's a, that's a joke (joke)
Funny, yeah, that's a joke (joke)
That's a, that's a joke (joke)
Funny, woo, that's a joke (joke)
That's a, that's a joke (joke)
Funny, ayy, that's a joke
That's a joke