Hey y’all sorry i forgot to post but I’ve had such a bad day my head hurts and i dont feel good andim fed up with my school a lot has happened and idk what to do any more i feel as if i do but I justto scare and i dont want to get hurt again i feels like when ever i find that one perfect guy my holeworld comes crashing down. Idk i just can’t seem to find someone that loves me for me ans wontleave me for another fu king girl idk if its just me but i can’t just sit around and hide my feelings butat the same time i want to bc i. Don’t want to get hurt again i dont want to cry in my pillow at nightagain. I can’t go back to that so ill keep my distance but its so hard i feel happy again i smile abtseeing him at school or is it all just a dream and am i going to get hurt again i hope not but i know iwill thats what is bothering me