I need help… i have told nobody but I’ve been really sad since my grandmother died of cancer aweek ago. Truth is I’ve only really smiled fr twice. And one of those two times was with sm1 thatkinda made me confused. There is this girl let’s call her potato. Potato has been liking me and notliking me for a lot now. I’ve started to get really annoyed and really only wanted to talk to let’s callher flower. Flower has really been helping me through this situation. I have just been so scared toask her smt. You see I hurt flower. At first I was all like haha f u idc abt u. But I kinda just realized sheis one of the only people I can truly trust, also she is one of the only people I really have. Potato hasbeen on my nerves recently with all of this drama. Potato has also been mad because I have beentalking to let’s call her bird. Bird is just my friend. Bird is kinda sm1 I just like talking to and is funny. IDONT LIKE HER. She hurt me really bad and I would never get with her. Bird has been kindaannoying tho ngl. There is this girl let’s call her Marie that has been talking to me abt potato andhonestly idk if I want to be in this relationship with her. The truth is I really want to be with this oneperson. I honestly don’t know what to do. All I know is that I f ed up in the past and I’m not evengonna lie I started crying abt it in Saturday school because I realized how bad I’ve messed up andhow messed up Iam. I’ve talked to the priest about this and he said to follow the right path and myheart. And I’m to scared to do that because other people like this girl. And idk if she likes them or ifshe likes me. This is honestly the last relationship Iam going to be in if she doesn’t like me. and truthis I have broken some promises but I guarantee more then half of them I would still do right now.Goodnight
