I wonder why my mum does things with out asking me or my sister, shealways makes me feel so uncomfortable when people give me a lot ofattention because of her, I sometimes feel like my mum doesn’t like me andI wonder if she never wanted me. Tears start to shed and I start to sob, I sitin the middle of my room and cry because of what she has been doingwithout my consent all these years. Vera opens the door and rushes to hugme, “I know how you it’s ok, look if you want I can cancel the party. And Ime and you can watch movies and play in the snow together” Vera said,with sympathy in her voice. I nod and smile, Vera wipes my tears away,“come down stairs, I’m going to make you a hot cocoa” She said, she standsup and gets out of me room. I stand up and walk out of my room, I walkdown stairs and sit on the couch. I cover myself with a blanket that ,y sisterleft on the couch last night and turn on the tv to our favorite show. Twominutes late she comes back with a tray that holds two hot cocoa’s, biscuits,and sugar cubes. She sets the tray on the coffee table and pulls it close tothe couch, she sits next to me and covers herself with a blanket that was inthe basket full of blankets. “Did I miss anything?” She asked me. “No butyou missed the intro” I said smiling. We sat in silence and watched thetelevision show and wat a lot of movies. I love sitting next to my sister andwatching tv while drinking hot cocoa and eating biscuits. “You know youdidn’t have to cancel your party just because I was overstimulated” I toldVera. “Because you are more important than a silly party” she said, messingwith my hair. “And your hair is also important” she said. I laughed,“Seriously, when was the last time you took your hair to the barber” Shesaid. She started laughing and I laughed as well, I love when me and mysister hangout together like this. “Want to go play outside in the snow?”Vera asked me, I nodded and we got outside without a coat mittens, we justquickly put on our shoes with our blanket. We sit on the snow and look atthe sky, “You know, we can go to that one store you’ve been wanting to go”Vera told me, “Nah it’s fine, plus everything in there is really expensive andmum only left us with only eight thousand pounds, and I used spend aboutthree pounds. And that left us with five thousand” I told her. She smackedher teeth, “are you mad at me?” I asked, worried that she might actually bemad at me scooched away a bit. She shakes her head, it almost looked likeshe understood the it was for groceries. “Let’s go inside, it looks like there is about to be a blizzard” she said. “Can we go to Sinny’s house so he won’thave to worry about us?” I asked her, she nodded and we walked to Sin-U’shouse and we both knocked on his door.