Just School
I ASKED my crush/friend to be my valentine 😭 😭 😭 😭 . Well I gave him a note like right before
second hour and I don’t know WTH he is going to say 😭 😭 . I feel really embarrassed and I just
hope what I did didn’t ruin our friendship. He knows I like him but it’s valentines Ik it’s like a friend
thing but some people think of it as more. I’m honestly just thinking of running away from him for the
rest of my life honestly. It’s my first time asking someone to be my valentine and now I know the
feeling 😁 😭 . I’m still blushing though but I hope he doesn’t get mad at me ☺ 😭 . If he said yes on
the note I’m going to scream out of my life. And if he says no I’m going to be freaking depressed
because I’ve spent just countless hours thinking about it and it makes me absolutely insane. He
probably thinks I’m as miserable as heck rn… I’m just frickin scared. He is probably thinking about it
and one of my friends says that he is just going to ignore me and never talk to me ever again cuz
yea. I feel like I’m making him feel uncomfortable and embarrassed.😣 And I feel like he just doesn’t
want to hurt me cuz I’m his friend but he doesn’t want me to like him. And yea I honestly hate it
when I actually drift people away from my existence. I really hope he doesn’t hate me and I hope
just hoping he at least thinks about it but yea that’s just my life rnn 😭 😭 😭 .