Small song about me…

I was never truly trusted
I was always pretty rushed
My brain was full of nothing
But I overthink too much
I’ve always tried to listen
Be closer to my friends
But sometimes I feel like the nightmare
hasn’t began,
I’ve always had my head inside of all the
clouds,
Haven’t gotten sleep in so many hours
I wish I could be normal
For once in my damn life
But I don’t think that’s not possible
I’m Struggling to survive